2003-10-20 - 9:56 p.m.
I was sad and crying and cursing myself only a couple of hours ago. I was crying and wanted to scream out in pain last night, but now I am fine listening to music and writing in this. It doesn't seem right at all, really.
Maybe this is a good thing... Let's hope that going to bed won't make me cry.
If it's the music I'm listening to now which is making me fine, then I'll just get out the tape player, plug in my headphones, press play and I'll sleep fine.
